cause i really don't understand /
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pertama ngeliat status di fb yang ketidakpercayaanmu pada sahabat, aku mulai bertanya-tanya. berspekulasi kalau yang kamu tulis itu aku..dan aku semakin yakin saat kutanyakan itu kepadamu jawabanmu berbeda dari yang aku kenal..
mm..okay..terserah..kamu mau ngomong apa juga terserah..
karena aku dari dulu cuma pengen jadi sahabat yang baik buat kamu..bukannya aku yg harusnya tanya, status sahabat itu berarti apa buat kamu?
you called at 3 in the morning to gave me the newest news of how he broke your heart. at that time, i really tried my best to hear you laugh again.
i can accept that you always cut my story with your harder story which need to solve as soon as possible. i've tried so hard to understand you. tried so hard to accept this is who you really are..
but it seems i failed. all of my hard work just gone. once, i realized that you were never really listen to me. i called you and asked some advice what i have to do. and you answer me with "aaaaaaaa",
i thought you were in danger or something.
"what's wrong?"
and your answer really disappointing me.
"no, nothing..just this movie scared me.."
am i that boring? is it really hard to listen to me even just for a minute?
i don't know am i being sentimental or what, but when my cousin passed away..you didn't do anything..not cheering me up..not for a word..i even doubt you know this thing..
i thought we were a bff..
dan aku cuma bisa nangis sampe mataku bengkak panda..
i don't need that much..just listen to me once..like you used to..i don't know if this a good thing or not for you..
mungkin kamu butuh temen yang kebutuhannya lebih sedikit daripada aku..
*setelah beberapa saat jadi ngerasa ni postingan jablay abis, hahaa..*
Label: because i really fed up